If ThEre's a WiLL, TheRe's A wAY!

wat a life

2010-07-12T20:35:00.000+07:00

Hmm.. its been long since i last update my blog...
alot of things had happen in my life for the past few months,..

from happy to sad and miserable life too...

hmmm... firstly had a good news, that i found a full-time job that is the accounts administrator..
my workplace at selegie road near to doubhy ghaut mrt..
office hour....

recently i jus encounter a very difficult situatuion and i already lost some1 that i really love..
how can the person that u really love leave you just like tat coz of afraid of hurting mee..
but the thing that i dun understand is that why you have to leave me when
you really love me!!! is this fair for both of us???
oh god.. help me.. im really in misery right now... i just cant tink straight..
my head keep on tinking and tinking... just feel that i lost some1 precious...

mybe for him its the best for me as he didnt want to hurt me at all.. but by doing this,
he didnt realise that he is hurting me more...

please dun make me cry and sad anymore!1 i just NNEED YOU tO bE BY MY SIDE AND
MAKE ME HAPPY ALWAYS>..

where are the old u that always stay with me when im in trouble..

i just dun have sum1 that i can share my joy n problemz with...

haiz... just wish that he will return to me one day... hoping so much for that....

i just MISS U ALOT!!! hope that you noe how i really feel...

just hope that he will return to me one day...
at least he msg me or kol me i already appreciate that...

pls dun make me cry anymore!!
Love yOu lOts :(

just hope in future i can have you by my side always..

I would turn back time,
or give up everything I ever hoped for;
Just to have you here again...
I'd stomp on my favorite dream,
or even sell my soul,
simply to hear you speak to me..

HAniz

HAPPY V.DAE n CNY

2010-02-14T21:19:00.002+07:00

hey...todae is valentine dae cum CNNY... wish all the chinese happy chinese new year..
but it seems that it is not that cheerful and blessful day for the chinese..
i can still see ppl playing fun bowl in the morning.. and mcm tk celebrate g2 pon sei..
wad a boring lifee..

then wen im at GIANT, i can still see chinese shopping and strolling there..
arent theey should be visiting??
hmm... no more tradition kot.!!!
btw i sae a family that wanna buy cadar ... wTH da CNY aru nk salin ker...

hahhahaha...

tadae is also V day...but cnt mit him as it is on Sun..

The only gift that i want is having u by my side is the wonderful gift..

but if an extra gift is given then it will be a token that i will
for sure appreciate it loads...
hmm... and i love a flowee with chocS on top with a bear in the middle..

WOHO!!!! NICE....

heheheh... going JB tomorrow... and Exams nearing...
Mcm mls nk blaja... too many activity sei...

haizz....still have to set aside all that first....

hmm... klah... will update again.. when im frree and have time..

thnx!! t.cr....

2010-02-02T16:58:00.002+07:00

hey..today is our 7th monthsary and he wished me...
Hmm... Exams coming up next month and have to start preparing already.. Gonna graduate and find a job... Hopefully can go poly straight.. Gonna sign in the direct admission from ite on the 8th feb.. Hopefully my gpa will be 3 and above.. But currently was onlt 2.8...haizzz... Need to put in extra hard man...

Im juz sometime confused.. Y i have to be ego and behave tiz way..? M i too paranoid of losing him or juz dun wan bad tings to happen again..? Hmm... Trying myself to stay calm whateva it is and be like last time that i use to be.. Caring and loving.. And stop all this fighting and arguing commotions..
Like i always sae if theres a will theres a way..

Old daes...

2010-01-31T17:29:00.002+07:00

hello reader..
its been long since i update it... hmmmm...

i juz miss those old daes and times that we had together..
those laughter and happiness that we share...
i juz wish i could turn back those times and be who we are now..

people changing from time to time...
alot have change since last time...
haizzz ... juz dunnoe wad to do... can i get back those happiness
and joy that we all share together?

i juz dunnoe suddenly my tears juz rolling from my eyes..haizzz...
i guess only god noes how much ive been suffering...
juz wanna be like last time again...
t.cr

2009-12-18T22:53:00.001+07:00

life is miserable for me eventhough it looks fine when wit me.. I cant be afford to lose all my loved ones at one go.. It will be a great blow for me.. Y isit u juz dun bother anymore..?

2009-12-14T02:25:00.002+07:00

hey, its been a long time since i didnt update tat much...
Hmm, now having my holidays and it left with 3 more months before i graduate... Juz dunnoe wer im heading next and wad to do... Juz wanna continue studies but at the same time i feel like working..? Wad should i do...
Nv mind this at the later part can decide..
Hmm... Juz came back from kota tinggi last thur, and it was rather fun, the water was damn cold that i shiver most of the time..haha..
the journey was like 1 hour from JB..

My injury is getting better coz i stop all my bowling training and activities unless theres tournament or so...
I wanted to join league but pertaining to my condition i better refrain myself from doing tha..

2009-11-12T08:48:00.002+07:00

Hmmm.... Life is full of ups and down..
juz wish tat i could run away from all the miserable life..
juz hate it when tiz happen again..
the phobia and misery still left a mark inside me that i will
noeve forget.haizz.

wat a life...
hmm.. like i sae.. have to accept the fact of life that have to bear with it..

now in school doing my ACCPAC study...
long time didnt get to update my blogg.. no time for all this

upcoming events:
21Nov- Amazing Race NEBO
22Nov- Bowling tournament
27Nov- Hari Raya Korban
6 Dec- Aranda Bowling Tournament
13 Dec- Masjid Bowling Tournament
20 Dec- Pertapis Youth Bowling Tournament..

Do Give me Ur Full Support Aites...
t.cr will update again once im free..t.cr

2009-10-29T08:49:00.002+07:00

BEen rather BZ tiz few daez with my activity and sch...
;like no time to spent wit frenz and family..
haizz,, pple keep complaining again and again..
haizz... hmmm...
been thinking wen will my life been complete with
people the 1 i love to be by my side and not finding fault with me
always.. haizzz...
hmm.. im in rather a difficult situation...
i juz dunnoe wad to do.. in the end i juz stood there SPEECHLESS..
and heLPLESS.. dunnoe Wad to do..
haizzz.. days passed and im still suffering in the darkness of me!!

hmm.... juz hope that those misery could end...

2009-10-21T20:13:00.002+07:00

Todae supposingly sch end at 1pm but have to realise early at 11am
coz ader bowling training at S.T...
hmm met adi and afiq at tamp to eat our lunch 1st before heading to
ST...
Reach there at 1plus then we start training with my frenz..
i will be playing for the 1st team with esther, nurin and aina.. they
are good players too.. hmm.. will double up with esther tiz sat..
hmm, she support me alot..haha...

tiz sat have to be there at 8.30am.. siang sei and the roll off at 9am..

coonfirm penat sei..but muz do my bez to get high score..haha

hmm... kinda thinking alot tiz few daez and im so so so tired sei... mcm
nak pengsan sei.. im getting lack of sleep and tire myself out..
hmm...nk saket pon.. bdn rase mcm tk sedap sei...

gonna rest..
tc
link me up

2009-10-20T07:50:00.002+07:00

yesterday been having training for my POL-ITE tournament at Safra Tamp..
It starts at 1pm and i have to end my school early at 11 am and rush to ST..
had training or 4 hours rom 1pm-5pm..
so tiring...

went home and celebrate Dad's Birhtday.
19/10 was his bdae...
hmm, went to rassa Thai at bEdok reservoir to eat..
dad nowadays not well been having fever and tk baik2..
im worried of his health sei...
lpas 1 saket, satu sei... hmm.... juz have to endure it jek...

update lter,...bubye

TOURNAMENT

2009-10-18T08:29:00.001+07:00

Juz finish my attachment recently...
and sch holiday is over..
i didnt get to enjoy myself coz during holiday i muz work.. haha so sianz..
now new term starts.. 6 more days to go..
on 14 oct, had inter school bowling tournament at SAFRA YISHUN.. hmm..
we won 1st and i won 2nd for individuals..
received 2 medals..
n guess wad! im selected to go for POLITE tournament tiz 24oct..
hmm.. its poly vs ite...
last year didnt win anything but this year will try to achieve something..
hmm...
been having training last fri, tiz mon, and wed...
body all start to ache again.. haha..
nv mind at least ive done sch proud..hehe

dOEs u deserve a 2nd chance?

2009-10-09T17:23:00.003+07:00

hmm... been thinking alot tiz few daez..
n i juz dunnoe wad im suppose to do..
to leave u or continue wit u??
juz have tiz mixed feelings playing around my mind..
y u have to do tiz to me?? do i deserve all tiz?

NO! NO! nO!.
i deserve somthing more nice...
haizz...
been wondering should i give him a chance..
but it juz tat im totally heartbroken and my heart ache alot..
no 1 can feel tat way actually.. hmm.. whenever talk to him, i juz feel
that my heart is burning.. i tried to control it but it seems
didnt go away.. so pissed off.. i juz want u to understand me and respect me
tats all... can U!???

i juz need time to be heal and decide wat i should do..
like wad my frenz said, i have plenty of time to decide and
dont rush things coz scared that i might regret...
juz hope he will change for the better and will not repeat it over and over again..
i have enuf of all tiz, i cant continue on been deceiving all the time..
i cant be giving in anymore,.. u should noe how i feel...
i juz wanna say sorie if i were a change person.. but now i have to stand on my
own n speak up for myself..!
haizz... u will oe my result soon but juz dunnoe wen..
juz treat me nice and respect for who i are kays..

* juz bear thiz in mind, if u treat me nice
i will treat u nice.. so dun tink tat i dun have feelings..

once i made my decision already, no1 can turn and chg it..
so b4 u regret plz amend it well..
t.c

2009-10-07T22:05:00.002+07:00

aFter so long then now i update my blog...
been having problems lately...
more likely, family, fren and relationship...
juz dunnoe wad to do to overcome this..
really stress and upset with ppl around me..
and most to most they dont really understand that im working!
cant they understandd me well? y they have to say all those unpleasant
words to me? did i do anything wrong till i deserve tiz?
ive been tolerating with this nonsense all tiz while
n now i really cant take it anymore..
my heart was totally broken into pieces and it is very difficult to
heal it..
juz dunnnoe whether u are really serious with me or not..
haizzz!!
now i juz intend to do was juz to leave me alone and dun
create any more probz i ve enuf of tiz..
enuf is enuf..
every body have their own limits... haizz!
for now u have to win my heart back uh! thats the onli solution

2009-08-26T13:09:00.003+07:00

Hey..sorie for the long time no update..
been bz..
BTW to all muslims SELAMAT BERPUASE!!!
puase jgn tk puase ok!!

today went to school at 1pm due to the sickness and tiredness
that im not able to move my body to walk...
sleep till like 12.30 before going to school with shana...

juz learned that my life is so precious that i juz cant waste it
anyhow.. have to learnt from my mistakes..
hmm... wadeva promises that we have made have to bee fulfill
and be true to us..im sure we can lead a happy life...

yesterday been taking care of 2 sick ppl..
BF and Ila... I am becoming like a mother to them...make for her porridge and
keep her accompany all the way.. been checking on BF temperature
and monitor him here and then even though i myself feel my body weak..
im at least appreciate that they treat me as their own sista
..they even share with me problmz that they are encountering..
BF has adopt a kitten that is like 2 months only.. so small and cute sei..
juz wish i could bring it home.. haha..

having flu and fever.. its been like 3 days..
but yet i still fast as i am able to take it...
Hubby ask me not to fast but i told him as long as my body can take
it i still continue...klah.. now wanna rest
and then later going home...
t.c.. luv u lots!!

2009-08-19T13:13:00.002+07:00

hmm... this few days life had been miserable to me..
many things happen in a glimse of light...
i have faced many problemz that are not supose to encounter..
N MY HP kena confiscate by my Mom...
wad a luck.. its like 1 week sumore..
its been hard to contact my BF and especially my BF...
been finding way each day.... haizzz.....
so any1 wanna contact me juz kol my house number k.. dun feel \
scared... juz kol...
fasting is nearing and i juz dun feel the mood to fast...
haizzz...

2009-08-17T13:17:00.003+07:00

k wad i did for the weekends..
Sat had pertapis meeting at PHH with cik shahrin and members/..
dear sent me there and i was late.. they all like say ckp kul 1 sampai..
padahal2 haha... wad to do...
then the meeting ended at 4, after that went to changi village
to eat with ayah and family...
reach home around 8 plus...

Sunday, had U-BOWLING tournament at Jrg Superbowl..
check in at 9 and roll off at 9.30am.. we got lane 1 and 2.. haha.. but never
mind.. and the lane there suckZ man! so oily, bola tk masuk pon..
but i did manage to win something in 12th position...
my mom, dad n bro didnt win anything.. hahah..
the tournament ended around 2 then we rush to nenek house to
siap and go jemputan...

then around 3 we drove off to WLD CC for the wedding invitation..
nenek tagged along.. i wore a purple kebaye.. took some picz with them...
guess wad, the wedding is decorated like the olden days of javanese
style.. the food also more to the javanese style and there is no dessert or
anything.. only kek marble and banana jek.. haha..
but nv mind.. met with uncle azman and nora...
then ltr part kak mira and abg fadzley came too...
AND... they are getting married this OCt sei... im gonna be
her pengapit...

this is the 1st time of my life that this wedding is so romantic and wonderful.. the groom actually sang for the bride 1 song that he and his bro had create long time ago.. it was so touched,..in the end the bride drop a tear of joy.. AWW!! so touching..

2009-08-15T20:20:00.002+07:00

YEAH!!! WENT OUT THE WHOLE DAY!!!

wOWOOWOWOWOO

Tag

2009-08-14T10:08:00.002+07:00

Like wad is stated in the tag reply, it is stated that when guys want to
control girls, they will give reasons...
then if that the case, you can still control girls wad by your own way ..
its either the girl wanna listen to u or not...
and by tat u are already done ur job by controlling...
1 fine day, they will tend to listen to u.. and also listen to u..
so wats the hurry for,, it all takes time to make girls listen to u...
open up ur heart and u urself can only fine the answer to ur own
questions..

2009-08-13T21:00:00.002+07:00

Hey...
tIz wweek i Feel that Time fly very fast.. right after national
day is monday and now it is already thursday..WOW!!
next week is the last week to enjoy and then after that
it is fasting month already.. muz prevent myself from eating and drinking..
and also cant hug2 all.. haizz.. all this must prevent...

Nv mind 1 month will fly very fast.. and the next thing u noe it is Raya
already..So dun worry..

Hmm.. exams is nearing and its like 2 more weeks!! WTH!!
muz start studying already..Wanna get good GPA.. for sure Hubby
will be very happy rite!!?? haha..
Especially must understand AA1 and memorise Tourism...
Hubb will surely ask me to study and wiill make sure i study too...
so can count on him..

juz now went NTUC to buy stuff for ayah and home..
after that headed to SPCA buttt unfortunaately, its closed
so we didnt have the chance to view cats there.. Hmm soo sad..
Reach home around 7 plus and ate KFC Zinger burger jek...

Missing u!!!

ConFesSionS

2009-08-11T10:37:00.003+07:00

How will you feel if everytime we have plan to mit up bt
end up sleeping? Cnt he juz sleep early on the dya b4 we meet, but
instead still wanna go out...but ni bkn..
u always noe rite that i have limited time together and if can
wanna spend every sec and moments with u...
buttt.... haizzz!!! du u noe how sad i feel when it always ended
up like tiz...
but at a later part, im the one get scolded coz i didnt wake him up,
how to wake him up when he juz only sleep/..
its like 1 or 2 hrs and i expect him to wake up?
i have feeelings and i do care for him.. i juz pity him and mcm tk sampai
hati nk kacau org tgh tdo...
i will feel bad seii...
hmmm.... nv mind.. have to adapt with what hes doing now..

cant be getting angry at all times...

Love is when u have found some1 that can take care
and love u all ur live..
in love we also have to sacrifice for each other..
love have to be give and take with one another...

Been missing him really badly!!! been 3 days didnt meet him
due to my spending time with family.
last met him was like saturda morning... haizzz..
i juz dunnoe this feeling came that i really miss sum1..
mybe its coz we have been meeting everyday so we feel different
when we didnt meet..
Cant wait to MEET UP with HIm...
And coNtinue our long-long conversation!!!

Every moment spend last forever

The Grand Day of MarrIAge

2009-08-11T10:20:00.002+07:00

Du i look Diiferent in wearing tudung?
my mom said i look more chubby and cute...
haha... which 1 du u prefer with tudung or without??
met Munirah at her shop and we chit chat for a while...
she was shocked that i came with wearing tudung.. she keep praising
me here and there.. make me blush sumore..haha...
its been quite sometime since i met her... she still the same old her.. hahax!!
Next, follow my mom to 1 of her fren's daughter wedding...
in mly is pernikahan.. the sanding will be next week...
it was held in the sultan mosque so great...
it went smoothly when suddenly her mom fainted out of tiredness..
the bride was panic and after a while she regain back her counsciousness..
thnx god she is all right...
hmm....

Juz hope that 1 day it maybe my turn to be in her place..

i will be overjoyed...

it will be different wen u have a life partner.. u have your own

responsibilty to take care offf...

next went to fetch daddy at Tamp int and then headed to Expo..

shop for a while then headed home....

talk otp and sleep late...

Sat, went Jb with Cuz and aunties... reach there at 4pm..

no heavy traffic...

met them there...

watch G.I JOE... hmm... quite interesting... i will give rating

3.5 out of 5... but i juz dun like the ending part...

there might be part 2 i guess...

Movie ended at 8 plus then headed pelangi to shop

some grocery and eat ice cream...

hmmm.... after that

went ot DANGA BAY.. to eat by the seaside and listen

to band... hmmm... bought poker and played with cuz...

reach home around 1 plus ...

2009-08-06T18:14:00.003+07:00

Hey... been bz lately with Tourism project to be completed..

and finally it was like a big succeed sei...

we completed it and also present it well too... i was totally relieved..

thnx to Shana and Adil for motivate me till i end my task...

hmm... tues was presentation and luckily ANNIE didnt make any noise to

us... she juz sat there and listen to our presentation jek... WOOOO!!!..

Next tues onwards, i finish sch rather early like 10 in the morning..

haha...

yesterday, B, came down to my school and accompany me till my sch

end..

but instead got to noe that lesson cancel due to CA.. wa liao penat2 dtg

tkde class... nv mind, then waited for NIsah till 5pm and went to Tamp,

to meet Bibir..

Reach home around 7.15pm...

Today sch ended at 12pm and rush to SK to accompany him go Court..

at 1st we didnt want to follow but end up ikut jgk.. ayah suruh kiter teman

skali.. so we sat off to court...

send ayah then his son drove off to bugis and we ate there.. slack

till ard 6 then went back SK...

Reach SK , ready salam ayah and he send me back home by car..

hmmm.... the weather was hot sei... and we nearly met with an accident

tulah tk check blindspot lage.. haha...

Reach home early coz naik krete mah...

Btw he dedicate this song to me

part of the list - NEYO..

u muz listen its nice...

k t.c.. update ltr..

Why are Guys so Selfish??

2009-08-03T11:23:00.003+07:00

now u are telling me that it lies on gals and should
listen to my own self?
how to listen to myself wen i cant even find answers that
had been wondering around all along...
guys should be more understanding as they should think
that gals too have feelings and emotions...
the more u understand, the more u will noe each others feelings..
so it also lies for both parties to understand each other...
so now U tell me should i juz give in when some1 didnt
give any interest and reaction towards what he had said for
that moment?
is it fair for me?
he has been enjoying outside life and simply forget about me..
n now he say that hes trying his best to be together again..
its been 7 months long yet dun tell me that u still wanna think and
give time? till wen???
U juz try to put urself into my shoes and tink it. wad would u do
if u are in the same situation as me? thousands of thoughts will be in ur head
... haiz... never mind..juz forget it... dun wanna dwell it again.. it has already past.
so my point of view is that YES GUYS ARE SELFISH!!!
they like to tink of themselves.. wen they encounter difficulties,
then they will start to regret...

now been very well with BF.. been helping him alot in probmz

2009-08-02T22:31:00.002+07:00

Had been involved in the Pertapis Care and share Event at joo chiat
complex,..
guess Wad, mira was there too... haha, it had been quite sometime
since i last saw her.. kinda miss her too....
at last meet her agaian...
disturb her and chit chat with her..
the event went smoothly but at the earlier part, 1 of my fren
had breathing difficulties and had to be brought to hospital.. Man
followed him...
BF tagged along to the event and help out too...
im juz happy that he is willing to help others.. hmm..
the event ended at 2plus and we pack before eating our lunch..
Bdk2 B.B pertapis sempat kacau kiter sei, suroh uat kopi and teman
drg mkn mepek kan.. haha..
but too bad im attached already...
got home at 4 plus and slleep kinda tired..
nv follow them go lepak at town..sorie..

juz now got a sms from man asking me wether my BF is
sombong or he dun like to smile..
hmm
i ask y, Man say becoz when he smile at him, BF ignore him..
actually not, its juz that BF thought that Man was bz handling stuff..
hmmm... nv get a chance to talk also.. mybe next time they
can have a long talk...

klah gtg...
update later...

2009-07-31T20:25:00.001+07:00

Y aRe guys so selfish?
HaIzzzzz!!

memoraBles

2009-07-29T22:32:00.002+07:00

hmm...
as each day passed, my feelings for u getting
stronger.. i juz dunnoe wad makes me get more attracted
to u..
normally its very difficult for me
to have feelings for a guy..
hmm.. mybe its time to open my eyes big2...
its good if the guy luve the gal more then the other way round..
this is becooz the guy will surely take care of the gal...
but gals like to cheat on guy's back! y? y? y?
cant u juz appreciate that at least there's some1 loving u
each day instead of u finding a new guy..
u will end up losing everything...

haha.. wat a life man!!
klah juz got home with him..

kinda tired need to rest..

i will always assure u that if we are fated, we can be together..

2009-07-27T20:58:00.001+07:00

Been Having and listening to pROblmz aftar problmz..
wad a life...
i juz pity him with his life....
juz wanna be there for him always...
to help him solve all his problmz and stuff..

2009-07-26T03:42:00.002+07:00

Haizzz!!! PrObleMz aftA pRobLemz...
mybe its god fate to us... we have to accept it wit
sincere heart..
i juz feel sad after hearing wad had happened btwn them..
i juz wanted to help, but juz maybe its not the time yet..
im scared to ask him wah actually happen.. and dun wanna add on
pain to his wound if i keep asking wad actually happen..
juz let him settle his problemz 1st and later part then
i will ask him.. juz wish i was there to help him..
haizzz! thiz matter till police case summore.. iu tink im happy to
hear it isit? infact im really sad for him.. i juz feel myself very useless
as unable to help him with anything and only can listen to him..
im so sorry...
the only thing tat i could help is to cancel his RTL for this afternoon...
now its like 4.30 in the morning...
make an effort to take the lappy even though im sleepy and kinda
lazy..
muz be a good wife and help others.. who noes 1 day if i
nid his help..he would surely wanna help...

n
Now
juz hope that nothing is gonna happen and rmbr thiz even though
i may not be there wit u or at the scene, im always with u in any way..
dun tink that if im not there means im not with u, indeed im still
wit u wherever i go...

i tink i betta get some sleep as now is 04445 hrs..
later 1030 will be having my tournament at SAFrA YISHUN..
should i play? i feel like playing but at the same time im not confident
of winning last last 2 weeks..
hmm.. mybe to try my luck kot and dun tink of anything for
that moment in my mind..

klah gud nite.!! swit dreamz and t.c

2009-07-24T10:26:00.002+07:00

had a fon call from my cuz and received a bad news

my uncle was admitted to hospital due to some diseases..

haiyo

he is in ICU at SGH.... he is in critical condition....

they allow any visitor to visit him coz of his condition..

i feel sad for him...

haizzz stay there till like 12plus.......

TraIning day

2009-07-22T13:13:00.002+07:00

hey.. yestaerday my dad.. wanna train for his upcoming tournament
at ehub..

reach home from school at 7pm and then watch PBA all star soot out...
then after tat send my mom to her aerobic and then fetch my bro from
his training...
before going to ehub...
met epi and sani there.. haha.
they are getting better each day... haha.. so happy...
hmmm.. played 1 game 1st before go and fetch my mom
again...
my highest score was not to my expectations sei...
my lowest yesterday was like 129 jek...
bloddy hell...

reach home around 1am.....

today start sch at 10am..
had tourism classs and then went TM to eat at LJS...
ate wit shana...
had golden deal meal...
hmm... now in COSTING class.. n m so bored.. feel like
killing myself.. aaaahahha

2009-07-20T13:17:00.003+07:00

Sat went out to Jalan Pisang as my mom wanna polish her Ball..
after that went to eat at Hajah Maimunah.... quite nice uh..
then cats were surrounding me as im the attraction for cats...hahahah..
hmmm... after that went to MEILING St to visit 1 of mty moms fren
she got cancer.. wa liao mude2 ade cancer..
haizzz... i feel that life is so short sei...
hmmm...
after that went to parkway parade to fetch my bro from his
speech day....
went to giant and shop while talking to him on the fon...
reach home aroud 10 and wat AFM 2009...
so boring unlike lat year...
haizzz....

Sun have tournament at MT faber..
But so sad i didnt win anything due to the stupid stomach
cramp that i encounter..haiz so sianzz!!!
vomitted at habourfront and have no appetite to eat at all sei..
slept in the car while waiting for them...
went back home and then sleep all the way..till nite...
mlm went out to eat dinner at kampong chai chee restaurant..
i ate porridge only...but still cant finish..

Now in class, juz arrivved...
didnt go the earlier class...quite lazy and no mood..
ACCOUNTING must study hard next week is my CA
haiyo!!!....

2009-07-17T09:42:00.003+07:00

Hmmm.... exams after exams
pening sei kepale...
ni nati CCA ader tournament lage...
pertapis got events...
1 after another...
hmm... tat is wad life is all about....haiyo!!

SCH!!

2009-07-16T12:04:00.003+07:00

thursday is rather boring and short day...
shana need to go work straight after school/...
i sometime juz wonder why they still wanna work even
when schooling?? not tiring isit???
hmm... its up to them uh...
costing we arrived late at around 8.45.. and our teacher called
us lost sheep
hahaha/....
dun believe she called us that....

juz wondering ard...
how do u know if that person really love u?
can i noe by looking at their expression or looks..
and also by the way they react to me??
but sometimes caring can means juz care as a fren too...
i also sometime confused over myself...
should i trust guys 100% with their words or
take step at a time....?
my pricip easy if u waant me then take it slowly.. no point
rushing.. u will end up regretting....

hmmm... going bowling at ehub later with family..
dad wanna train for his upcoming tournament...
he improving alot after brought a new ball..
but still he can do much better !!
i have FAITH in u dad!! u can do it....

2009-07-15T17:04:00.005+07:00

on sunday had tiz jemputan at hougang CC
took some photos... and guest wad!the weddings like so
simple sei...
met jeanette and some of mom's fren...
i juz dunnoe wad to wear but end up wearing something casual
not that outstanding actually...
i drove there as my dad is werking...
hmmm... more confidence in driving.. hope that can master it sooner
or later..haha

2009-07-15T13:19:00.003+07:00

been bz with school nowadays coz having test
here and there!! haiyo!!
one after another...tourism,costing and acc
guess wad! i pass my CA for costing..
i get 94% sei...wow!! tatz high sei...

no time to update sei..
actually theres some pic to update wen i went to
wedding wit my bro and mom at hougang CC...
quite fun.... hmm.. coz one day it might be my turn..haha

hmmm...i will update all those some other day...mybe today
or tomorrow and wen im freee too...

now in costing 2nd class at 03-09..
studying new topic. but its rather complicated sei..
muz catch up and understand the topic..
if not cia liat sei...

beeen spending time with him nowadays...
chit chat and joke ard..
happy always...
hope tiz will go on forever!!

kla..update later....

2009-07-08T21:27:00.002+07:00

hey... calling all youth!!!
i need 30 people to help out in the voluntery work for
pertapis at joo chiat complex on the 1st august from 9am to 3pm..
if you guys are free to make it..
ur task is juz to do logistic and
crowd control...it is as simple as tat..
do nudge me kay...
at 94897309 - haniz

2009-07-08T13:16:00.003+07:00

tiz few days down with flu and fever...
had been not feeling well recently...
body been rather weak and restless...
dhir asked to see doctor.. but i insist.. but end up
see doctor jgk.. muz listen to him.. its for my own good...
im lack of sleep and over stress myself recently..
haiyoo!!
need to sleep early tiz few days..
mus stop myself from going out and hang around anymore..
muz be at home more often...
tiz friday YC planning to have a small gathering at seoul garden..
hmm.. but it is rather expensive sei..
each person muz bring 31 bucks...
boom sei...
dala not werking,... hmm...
but i tink im still going with them...
they are so friendly,, i am rather confortable with
them around by my side...
thx!!!

SCHOOL

2009-07-06T13:16:00.003+07:00

Hmholiday moodmm...
in SchOOl now.
juz the 1st day of school... and i still have
tiz holiday mood...
so lazy wanna do any work.. haiz like costing..
dun feel like doing the work also...haha...
now in AA1 class in computer room..
so i take the opportunity to surf the net and have
some surfing... i am juz lazy to start with my work.. mybe
tomorroow i will start study again...
thurs is my costing CA... need to study hard and dun wanna fail sei.
if not muz retake again..
haizzz.... wanna
chit-chat with my fren...
but shana didnt come to school..
kinda miss her seh...

MASTERS

2009-07-05T20:23:00.003+07:00

TOday, we having masters tournament...

ZODIAC team was 3rd place for 2nd round...
and overall team was 7th position...

2009-07-03T22:38:00.003+07:00

Friday.. is the day today!! another 3 more days..
before school reopen..
hmm...
haha..
more to catch up wen school reopen..
CA is coming up next thurs..
COSTING..
Neh mind, muz study hard..in order to get into poly..

juz now went bowling....
with adi, dennis, william, sidd, rifqi.. n many more!!
bowl a few games...
then headed hhome and fetch my mom..
to aerobic..

2009-07-02T21:57:00.002+07:00

today..having my pertapis meeting at 6pm..
supposingly it is held at tthe HQ at Joo Chiat Complex..

buttt.... all turn up late seii...
i reach around 6 but wen i called firiman, he is still at somerset..
wad!!...
Zaki still sleeping sei... haiyo! cannot blame him, he juz came bck from
werk..
so meet at joo chiat coffee shop..

hmm... i juz lazy to type and juz summarize things up..

k gud nitez..

2009-06-30T14:48:00.003+07:00

WHAT THE HECK???
Now im the one to be blame.. shit uh..
its not im the one who is making up the story wad!
ITS THE FACT>>
why muz you be behaving like tiz...?
i didnt even noe that you havnt disclose tiz matter to him..
its not my intention to make u both fight among fren..
haiz.. wad should i do.. i really pity and wanted to help,
but ended up in this misunderstanding..WTF!!!
I juz told him wad i heard the another part of the story,
but why muz you now find my fault!!
Shit uh!! next time i dun want to say anything anymore uh!!
no more help only if required then i will help...
its not im destroying their relationship wad!
Isit wrong for me to say my point of view?
k FINE...
i will juz keep my mouth shut okey!

their problem, their pasal.. im not gonna intefer
anymore! thats it, its final...
buat kebaikan pon salah..
da lah wadeva uh..

2009-06-29T19:47:00.002+07:00

woke up at 11am...
bath, then go out to send my mom to her facial
treatment.. she made an appoinment ...
ask my bro to tag along coz we have 2 hours free and thought
of bowling...
after sending my mom to her facial at north bridge road,
we went to CSC balestier to bowl.. and guess wad, we saw Sam
he is one of our u-bwling member..
so we bowled with him..and the game there is rather cheap..
it is like 1 game for $2.20.. cheaper then EHUB..
but the lane there so screw up!! SHit.. cant play..
juz use the storm ball.. and it hooks.. coz the lane there is damn
dry..
haha...
played 4 games and i was perspiring..haha...

around 2 plus 3 went to fetch my mom from her facial...
after that we headed to ZAM ZAM restaurant to eat..
i ate briyani.. wow!! so full/...

Head to EHUB to bowl again with cik siti and aidil...

Outing Day

2009-06-27T22:08:00.003+07:00

Today i woke up at 12.30pm.. had a nice sleep without anyone disturbing me until, my mom came into my roon and wake me up.. haiyoo!!
i was dreaming that i am bowlng wit my frenz and bro wen suddenly
she wake me up..
haha..
but at least i have enuf sleep...
btw.. around 2 we left the house to pandan loop to take our
car from workshop and go for inspection.. at 1st we plan to take
mrt and bus from JRG, but then we reach bustop already,
all become very lazy and in the end we took a cab there..
the fare was like 23 bucks... haha.. that far.. its like 1 weekend
coupon that we can use for 1 whole day..
hmm... reached there exactly at 3pm and my dad
ask me to drive as he was tired, juz came back from werk..
mom was like as usual not confident of me again..
haha but tiz tyme she juz kept her mouth shut and let me drive..
luckily..

we replace the old plate to a new one coz it is dented and

cant be use anymore... juz to change the plate number, it cost

around 250 bucks.. expensive rite!! haizz..

tiz is wad happen if involve in an accident ..

so all the driver out der, be careful when driving..

dun speed too much and tink bout ur love ones..

haha...

after that, we proceed to PlazZa SG ...

dad wanna change his Hp to a new model and .. WOW,

he bought Samsung ultra touch.. one of my fav hp too..

it cost like 248 bucks.. hmm... he was soo happy...

my bro change his hp too.. his was like samsung soul...

quite nice.. but it is not touch screen.. juz a normal slide fon..

hmmm... both are so happy..

hehe..

now 3 of us are having the same brand fon that is SAMSUNG..

samsung is getting more popular in market rather than LG or

NOKIA.. haha..

Mom getting jealous..hahahahhahah.....

Sani ajak bowl but then my mom was lazy and she said

she is tired.. hahaha....

too bad cant bowl with them.. its been quite some time since

we bowl toghether with them... rather miss them too..

mybe 1 day perhaps..

they say monday.. but i have pertapis youth meeting on monday

and its in the afternoon too... so soorryy...

Send my dad to the MRT before he go off to werk...

now updating my blog and im gonna sleep late again...

i can only slleep late before school reopen..

hmm... k

gud nyte earthlings...

t.c....

Luv:h@niz

2009-06-26T18:20:00.004+07:00

Been doing nothing at home and upload

some of the picz taken

recently.... kinda bored sei...

talk otp and listening to music..

Download new songs..

Hmm.. i juz wondering wad are u up to

actually? are u trying to get bck to me n use

me or are u really serious of wad u said??

i juz dunnoe wad to do..

at point of time u are serious and another

point u seem to be fooling around...

how to trust u again after wad happen..

should i??

i tink its bez to follow my instinct in any

relationship...haizzz....

Lets juz see wads going to happen next..

1 more week to school reopen and juz cant wait..

missing my fren badly.. confirm there will be tons of

story to be shared..haha

girls will always be girls..

wanna eat the chicken rice there.. its been a month

since i last ate the chicken rice..

hmmm....juz endure for 1 more weekk..

haha..

thiz is wad true frens mean..

try to read.. its rather small..

k datz all..

till then..

Meeting

2009-06-25T20:42:00.003+07:00

Today woke up at 11 and receive a sms
from Man, saying that today there will be a meeting..
at first i thought i was not involve but then they
ask me to come along...
so they plan to meet at 2 at serangoon mrt.. but guess wad,
i reached there around 2.05pm and they are not there..
zaki called me at 2.10pm and ask where am i, i told him i reached
already.. haha.. they all reached serangoon at around 2.20pm..
they are late..
ooo.. bile pat aniz lambat drg buat bising..
but bile nie pat drg lambat, drg stakat ckp sorry jek..
tk fair sei.. hehe.. tkpe la give and take jek..

the meeting suppose to start at 2 but we extend up till 4
aru start.. wait til sazri came.. nak tunngu rashid dtg, bbut then
it will be too late to start the meeting..
but end up rashid couldnt make it coz he need to work overtime..
haha.. meeting last for 2 hours till 6pm..
update them on the latest activity such as bulan bahase etc..
hmm...
thiz monday there will be another meeting with the
pertapis head and we aree all coming down..
gonna mit them again..
they are the one that always make me laugh
even when having sorrows.. treasure them loads..
hehe...
zaki followed rashid to bugis to repair his Nintendo DS
while i headed home, man and nana went to bukit batok..

mom was not feeling well.. she felt uneasy.. she did
some housework and later on she felt herself perspiring and
feeling better... thank god shes ok..
if not it will be very mah fan sei..

later gonna watch ghost movie at sensasi and
download new songs and upload it in my new hp.. hehe
k gonna off my computer and watch tv..
gud nite earthlings..
sweet dreamz..
t.c/...

League cum dinneR

2009-06-25T20:30:00.004+07:00

Summaring up wad happen yesterday ..

Had league and i had a draw with my opponent
2-2 with ismail..
haha first game and last game i won..
my mom lose 3 to iswan while
my bro lose 3 to isham too..
Guess Wad, isham juz play simple with 2 finger yet
he still can win him with his score of 200 and above..
it was his day after all. haha.. not my bro day ..
and he didnt win any pin 10 at all sei..haha
hmm,..
dad came to watch us play.. finally he came after
so long he didnt folow us..

after the league ended, dad brought us to kampung
chai chee restaurant to give us a treat since he juz
got his bonus.. WOWOWOW... so wonderful..
we order ala carte and we order butter prawn sei..
so delicious...
the food there was tasty and we did enjoy ourselve
total was 79 bucks.. we expected to be like 90 or 100
bucks.. haha luckily.. can still save..
reach home around 12 and kol some1...
but instead, his bstfren come over to sleep at his house..
haiyoo!! cant talk to him.. but nv mind la
next time perhaps..

Bad Things Happen in a glimspe of light...

2009-06-24T15:46:00.002+07:00

hmm... Something unexpected happen to our
family at Jurong Point..
We met with an accident wen wanna enter the
carpark.. wad a luck.. we involve in the chain collision..
involving a car and a KFC van..
haizzz...
org blkng tk sabar nk masuk carpark then juz ramp us..
mepek kan.. then after that he dun wan to be responsible..
tknk ganti ruje lak tuu.. i was so frustrated... it seems that
he dont want to corporate with us.. i nearly blast my anger
but i need to control it
klau tk, lage 1 case lage.. hahaha.. i juz let my mom handle the matter..

My mom was so shocked that she had no mood to eat
anything since after the incident
our front bumper was smached and dented .. luckily no injury..

Our destination to malacca was cancelled and instead we
juz went to nearby country that is JB jek..
But at leaast we did enjoy ourselves.. and had some fun
staying at JB hotel...
hahaa

Nowadays SG getting worsen.. makin byk ppl infected
with H1N1 disease.. mostly involve children..
have to be extra careful...
haha

Tonight having League..
me, my bro and mom will be playing
against Lucky Ten..
ismail team...
haha wanna win them at least ..
k
gud luck...

MASJID Tournament...

2009-06-24T15:24:00.003+07:00

Hey.. juz wanna sum it up wad happen on Sat..

had to represent masjid darul aman for bowling tournament..

It was held at Westbowl clementi there.. suppose to report at 1.30

and start at 2pm.. but instead, the organizer had not turn up yet..

haha.. Bowl 2 games first so called warm up..

then came all of them..

i was so Paisey.. i didnt wear tudung and also i juz wore a long

sleeve and 3/4 pants.. so shameful..

i had to find something to cover my head. and if not they will

minus my marks.. haizzz.. luckily Nabilah had this cap for me to wear

so funny sei...

GUESS WAD!!! im the ladies top champion for the

beliawanis team.. so happy.. i beat all the ladies and my score

was so terrible yet i can still win... AWESOME>>!!!

My bro came in 1st for Belia in male champion..

we weere sooo happy that both menang..

byk org teperanjat sei.. that we are siblings.. they thought

we are an outsider or something..

hehe firiman was like keep on smiling all the way..

haha.. he even called me top scorer..haha..

at least i prove to them that we are capable of winning...

My parents were very proud of us..

Tip:

If you wanna go to a good bowling place, dont ever go to west bowl!!

the lane there suck to the max!!!

Stupid lane.. the best is EHUB!!

Do i look like a rapper??

Darul Aman peeps
Firiman and ME!

WeLcOme BaCk!!!

2009-06-24T11:42:00.002+07:00

Hey... i m already home and hmm... i had an enjoyable day.. and
also a memorable day too...

will Share to u some other day kay....

haha... wait for me to update soon...

hehehe....

Day AfTeR tOmOrRoW

2009-06-19T13:16:00.003+07:00

Hey... Countdown to 2 things that gonna happen during this weekends
firstly, tomorrow will be a bowling tournament at West Bowl with bRo and
firiman.. we representing masjid darul aman.. gonna do our best and win at least..
hmm... man was excited and at the same time nervous coz they called us t
terrorist that we are smarter than him.. hmmm.. no2 all of us have the
brillantness in ourselves. its wether we wanna use it or not...hehe
It will start at 2pm up till 5pm..

Next thing is that we are going HOLIDAY!!! wOHOOO!!!
cant wait to shop and shop all day...
have been saving money for that holiday...
i actually thought of spending those money in SG for the GSS.. BUT, i think
its bez to spend in M'SIA as the currency there is much cheaper then ours...
Im gonna drive there and it surely gonna be a 3 hours journey...
Hmmm i guess i wouldnt be updating for quite sometimes..
tomorrow muz be bz with bowling and preparing my things..

Today... gonna go for the family carnival which held at downtown east..
mybe gonna see the surrounding.. and my fav place is the EHUB..
gonna meet my frenz there and some of the staff working there..
they sure gonna miss me coz i havent been there for a while..
hmm.. they will say 'mane hilang'' haha..
ala stakat tk turon sane for 1 week jek.. My bro not gonna join the
legacy club as it is too expensive and not worth it after all too..
better to spend money on a single bowling game then that league..
3 games for $48 while a normal game is like $2.50.. way cheaper sei..
Even for funbowl at SAfra Yishun which held every sunday is 5 games
for $26 jek.. lage worth it..
Mybe after i come back from holiday, wanna go for 9-pin tap at ST..

While Browsing through the net ,i saw a couple of horoscope..
juz upload it in my blog..Some of it are true..

My Horoscope means:
You may be giving some thought to just getting away from
everything today. And if you can, you might want to see
if you can manage to enjoy some kind of little escape before
the day is through. Whatever you decide to do though, just
be aware that everyone may not be as eager to go along with
all your plans as you might like right now.

Whether you like it or not, you may find yourself having
to focus on a few money matters at the moment. If you
pay attention, you might discover some new opportunities
to improve your finances at this time. You might not really
feel much like dealing with things today though.

Tats all...
T.c Eathlings
Luv: h@niz..

Past or missing some1?

2009-06-18T15:12:00.002+07:00

Hey,
Today have been my RAJIN day as i cook fried Rice
and Sagu for Dessert... hmmm, juz feel like cooking so
asked my bro to buy for me some stuff and ingredients for
cooking... hmm... been lazy lately but now seems hardworking..
miracle i guess...

Btw received a msg from someone tat he asked me wether i still
love him or not.. he told me tat i have been ignoring his kol and sms.. but
in fact, i have been waiting for him to msg/kol me.. y cant he??
hmm.. he juz told me tat he is shy coz i have already passed my driving license while
he is still struggling with his bike license.. he felt shy to himself that i am able
to make it, why cant he???
He been missing me lately as he has been inviting me to Sentosa with all his
fiends.. mybe he juz want to be in his past tat we used to be...hmmm,
but it has already pass.. bygones and bypass..
lets juz cee wats going to happen next..if he still loves me and really wans
me back, he has to prove to me that he will not make the same mistake ever again...

Been downloading songs and songs, as i am lack of songs...
finding new song to replace the old that i use to hear already..
downloaded a chris brown song entitiled - FLAME tHROWER...
not bad after all.. and also Kat Deluna - IN THE END...
Some malay songs also have been downloaded..

Feel like going out.. but dunnoe where to go.. mybe at nite go chilling
or something.. hahahah
kla.. update later.. wanna go eat..
T>C
PEACE>....

School Holiday

2009-06-17T10:48:00.002+07:00

Haizz.. its been 3 days since school holiday...
i juz dunnoe wad to do coz i have no plans at all..
feel like going out but no money.. then if go out confirm
and surely spent punye.. hmm.. better stay at home then go
out spending.. mybe once in a while then i will going out with
my frenz to do some shopping...

holiday been bz with Bowling and tournament..guess its been my passion
to love bowling and always determine to do better all the time..
today gonna sent my mom to NSRCC for her league.. i will not
be playing today as My mom, farhan and his dad will be playing and
i dun feel like playing coz my back still aching and i need a total rest be4
thiz sat tournament at west bowl...hmm.. gonna play wtih hazz and firiman..
hopefully get something to win or lucky draw.. i guess.. hahha

this weekend gonna be our happy day as we will be leaving to
MALACCA.. gonna shop till i drop.. hahahahha..
i will be driving to there and my dad will be the CO-driver..in case
im tired or sleepy, then he will take over..
he wannna me to be familiar with the road and to get furtheer
experience over at m'sia roads..
heheheh.. gonna be fun man... My nenek will be following too..
hmm.. Gonna spend 3 or 4 nights there at MAHKOTA HOTEL..
Gonna update you guys more after i come back from my trip..

for now!!! i wanna cook and clean my house 1st..
gonna prepare some sambal udang dish for my dad and bro..

T>C...

Terrible Day..<

2009-06-16T12:21:00.003+07:00

today.. not my day again..
woke up in the morning and im having mood swings
haizzz... having my PMS and have no mood
lately...
AU ajak gi sentose but i turned him down cos of the
stomach cramp.. Sianz.. so the whole day juz stay at home and
watch Tv.. Never cook also .. feel like no mood to cook and do anythign
sei... juz feel like sleeping.. but wen about to doze off, i can feel the pain
in my stomach sei... wad a teerrible day...
Watch some movies from HBO as it is quite interesting...

WENT OUTZ

2009-06-16T12:00:00.004+07:00

hey....
been seating at home for past few days...
Sat, went to Bonding Session at PCH kovan..
from 9 up to 4pm.. get to meet up with new
members from YC and TPI Yew tee..quite fun
as they are all nice peeps...
after that we plan to go TOWN as to follow SAzli take his
specs..
so me, zaki, man, nana, kinah, radee, rashid and zik followed..
talk2 all the way and actually in the morning in late as suppose
to meet at 8.3 i meet them at 8.40am. so they are like hinting me to
treat them.. haha sorry no money uh...
We had our dinner at MARINA SQ food court.. so crowded sei..
Rashid treated me and Kinah as we share food jek..
after that headed to esplanade to watch some performance and then
headed home.. wee took MRT while Radee took bus..
Reached home and then sleep as my backbone is aching..

14/6/09
My mom woke me up at 8.00am and ask to bath as
today we having fun bowling at MT Faber... hmmm.. woke
up wit my body all aching.. so pain sei...
left home ard 8.40am and i drive all the wa to mt faber as my
dad is working ....
check in and we get lane 23 and 24.. all malay peeps.. that is
Samania and Masturah.. Talk2 and the game begins..
hmmm.. 1st game was ok not that good as my score was only 167..
then 2nd and third was 171 and 149..
Hmm.. really not my day as i cant perform sei..
halfway the game and EPI came down to so called support us..
End of the fun bowl and the results are out.. i got the 33rd position..
haha so sianz.. but luciky get some money.. ok la tuu..
after that Cik Siti suggested to eat at Food court WTC..
EPI ride my bro there as die nak naik moto..

meet them there and we had our branch...
waited till 3.30 and fetch my dad from werk.. he then bring us
to MArina Barrage and have a stroll there..after that i ask him
to drive us and i take a nap for awhile..our next destination
is the E-HUB.. gonna challenge with Cik aidil 3 games kot..
reach there around 5pm and we played again.. my score was like
107, 202 and 168.. and i won.. i gained 8 bucks from all of them..
hehe.. so happy sei...

Reached home around 10 plus and straight off to bed..
rather tired sei whole day outside..

UpdatIng

2009-06-15T08:50:00.003+07:00

Hey.. sorry for not updating for soo loong...
been bz with some stuff and have some events too..
hmmm...
juz wanna tell tat!!!!
NOW ITS HOLIDAY>>
3 weeks.. and guess wad? i dunnoe wad to do with that
those 3 weeks.. haizzz
wad a luck...

Care Bear!!!

2009-06-09T21:33:00.002+07:00

Today is my happy day.. i receive a present from some1 and

ITS CARE BEAR!!!

AREN;T THEY CUTE??

Finally i receive something that i really wanted and thats on

090609.. now i need not keep on bugging my mom to buy for me..

Have been hugging the bear since i got it and cant get my hands

of itt.. it so CUTE...

THNX ALOT guys for buying for me this birthday present gifts..

Really appreciate it..

these too are my fave colour as they are in BLUE and GREEN..

hmm..

To AU and ZAKI: Im really sorrie for not able to turn up

for the outing..

Mybe 1 day we can go out together again..

They had planned to go SENTOSE today in the afternoon..

but its not yet confirm. but juz now i receive a call saying that

they going today and ask me along.. i told them i might be going

but not confirm..

soon after i reach home, thought off resting for awhile before

meeting them, butttt i actually sleep till evening...

hmm... Mybe next time jek..

At around 8pm, sent my mom to her AEroBics... and fetch my

Bro from his training...

proceed to Grandma house to take sometting from her. ahhaha

Till now, sitting in my room and updating my blogg...

juz cant tink wad should i update..

Tiill then,

Gud NIte!!!

2009-06-08T19:37:00.002+07:00

Hey.. Today quite a tired and boring day cos right after
weekends..had tourism class at 8 am and guess wat..
Annie Koh ask us to do tutorial 4 and also had a test after tat..
Wa Liao...

Lunch was at MCD and i had double cheese burger that is only $4.50..
and while eating, some1 took my photo in the candid way.//
haha..

Finding prickles....

Looking at some1??

Got a phone call and my parents and bro went JB without me..

haizz... stay at home alone sei and watch tb and juz play computer

before updating my blog.. Quite a boring day today..

hopefully tomorrow will be much betta...

T.c...

Luv: H@nIs

2009-06-07T21:15:00.004+07:00

Today woke up around 11 in the morning and had breakfast
with parents.. had a little chit chat with them and yup, again
problems after problems.. why we have to encounter this..
iS tis a test from GOD??

Hmm.. wadever my parents said keep n wondering in my mind,
and i don't noe wat to do.. feel like releasing my stress and bang
my head to the wall so that it will all be released..
Juz have this feelings that nothing is going to happen but don't
noe the outcome.. need to wait till tomorrow.. haizzz!
Clean my house and then we plan to go to TM to have a little
shopping before sending my dad off to work..
i drove them to TM and my bro bought a tie for dinner
and dance that is on 13 June 2009 with my parents..
im not able to make it cos in the morning, i have Pertapis
committee bonding session up till 4pm.. muz be really tireed after
tat..After that went to TM1 and we actually window shopping..
tend to buy this skirt for only $19.90.. but too bad, im broke..
need to wait till i got my money before i can buy new skirt..haha
After that we send Dad to the MRT station and we decided to
go bowling to have a game or too as my mom's hand da "gatal"
katekan..

Reach there and luckily we saw EPI.. we played with him as he was
alone.. Tk sangka we saw him.. my brother couldnt concentrate
cos the opposite lane was JEROME as 1 of his coach for NYDP..
He juz cant focus properly.. after 2 games, JEROME went to
another lane and then my bro can focus and play smoothly on his '
game.. hmm.. challenge EPI and i won him..
the 2nd last game, he won us all sei.. his score was like 234..WOW!!
Hmm..soon after that, we planned to eat at CHANGI VILLAGE..
Epi followed us but he's riding so he juz follow us from behind..
had Nasi lemak and Pineapple drink...Talk and talk..
finish eating, my mom suggested to go GIANT to buy some
household stuff..

My bro wanted to have a ride with Epi.. and he was so fuunny..
katekan org tk pernah naik motor.. so cute sei.. pakai helmet pon
tk tau.. then wen Epi corner, he was like shouting.. haha.. SO funny..
Headed to Giant and bought all the stuff before heading back home..
Reached home and nw im updating my blog..
My eyes starting to get smaller and smaller and im sleepy actually..
Going off to bed soon..

Gud Nite Earthlings.. Sweet Dreamz

and Take caare..

Dun take drugs..

Haizz..!! Problemz after Problemz

2009-06-06T16:35:00.004+07:00

Heylo...

Why is life so unfair? why im the one who has to be blamed always..
Why they don't trust me anymore?
They keep on jumping to conclusions after conclusions..
Why they have to tink bad everytime when it is regarding me..
Why cant they juz trust me anymore..
Im trying to make them trust me but yet this end up like tiz..
im no more to my old habits anymore wad!! I've quit all wad!!
At least i do listen to them.. im not as havoc as last time..
i feel as if im a nobody to them..
Why can't anyone juz trust me and understand me for who I am..
Why they have to stop me from doing all this things>??
I juz have no 1 t turn too..
Im speechless and helpless..

Dear GOD.. please help me from all my misery and problemz that i encounter
I juz wanna be a good person but no one have notice that..
i juz wanna tell someone on how i feel but i think no one can
understand my situation at all..

Regards: H@nIz

ANY1 PLZ HELP ME!!

2009-06-05T13:06:00.008+07:00

Hey.. today is friday and once again i didnt turn up for my

lesson and it is like from 11am-12pm. 1 hour lesson jek..

woke up at 10.30am..

Did some housework as my house starts to get dirty..

all are bz with school and werk..

Wash clothes and have spring cleaning..

Around 3 went to E-HUB as usual bowl..Sani and EpI has

invite my bro to play bowling wit them and he accepts it as it

has been quite a while since they bowl..

Sampai jek dapat lane coz Hazz ask Sidd to put

down his name 1st.. got lane 4 but instead change to

lane 17.. Juz get to know them

and tk sangka they are so friendly..

at 1st i feel awkward sal tk knl.. da lame2 drg mmg

friendly pon.. haha.. Ketawe2 mcm org giler..

The bowling alley there is full of people since its school
holiday..Saw Irfan playing along and we chit chat for a while..

he invited us to attend his fren bdae party dgn Kude Kepang

skali at Sengkang.. BUT don't noe wanna go or not..

Reach home around 9pm and then fetch my mom

from her aerobic class at Afgan there.. Wanted

to watch soccer but tk jadi pasal bowling punye pasal..

As wad most people says, kalau da jodoh tk ke mane..

so its best not to put on high hope on that someone and

in the end you yourself will suffer..haha

People do make mistake but its hard to forgive when

that you have repeat it over and over again without

realising it... No point regret over it as you can't retrieve

it back once again..

For DANI: Last long With yOur GF k.. Dun break her heart..

For RAZALI: Dun forget to invite me if u are getting engaged..
looking forward for your engagement..

For IRFAN: ceh..even though you are juz 19 and

already you are engaged i stiill respect you. hope you

last long with her.. Stay happy Always..

Tomorrow is weekends and its time

for me to GO OUT!!! hahah..

Will update soon.... take carez..

2009-06-04T16:35:00.007+07:00

Hey hello...

I juz Wanna share some good news of what

happened within those daez..

Firstly, 1st of June.. KAMAL passed his car TP,really happy for him.. After his 1st attempt he failed..

Secondly, 2nd june.. Celebrate my BIrthday...

Lastly, 3rd june.. It is my 3rd month since i have my driving license.. HMM.. like wad a coincidence rite.. hehehe

Today my class ends early.. it ends at 12pm and started at 8am..

met sHana at Tampines interchange then proceed to school

by taking 31..Luckily dier da recover from her fever and flu.,

kalau tk, jgn harap i wanna allow her to work!! haha...

Talk to her about PERSONAL stuff.. luckily she help me solve all

my doubts..THnx..

Had cOSting lesson and we juz did our assignment assigned by teacher.

Went for lecture, and instead of listening to the lecturer, we keep

on talking and talking for 2 damn hours..Mcm nobody business

g2... haha..

Guess Wad?? Shana was so clumsy that i actually saw

her act. she wanted to open the glass door but she is

unable to open it as she forgotten to press the button..

haha.. i caught her act and we laugh and laugh...

Tulah..

Reached home around 2pm.. slack around wit my bro..

sleep , eat and watch Tb...

<<<.The Happy Moment.>>>

2009-06-03T17:05:00.011+07:00

Hello.. This Picture are the continuation from yesterday Post as It has
Too many pICtures...

In the Car OTW to JOHOR MY MOM AND DAD.. aren't they sweet?

My Bro and Me..

These Picture were taken while waiting to eat CheN tHEng at a nearby stall

which is located near DAiMAN bOWl.. Guess wad? dalam

Chen tEng tu ader telur burung sei.. tk pernah2 umur

theres an egg inside.. haha..wad to do, M'SIA mah.. haha

After that we proceed to bowl.. onlY 4 of us..

my Auntie don;t noe how to bowl..

His highest game for yesterday was like only 170 not as usual.
.i tink he doesnot get use to the lane..
But never mind it is juz fr fun..
he Is under Youth Development Squad

My Sweet mom.. She is a straight bowler.

Raihanah and me

Today in school is like normal lesson.. Suppose staarts at 10am

But i came late at 1pm for the next class..

Shana is sick today as she is having fever.. Kecian dier.. make sure

drink plenty of water and rest well k dear??

kalau saket tkmu degil maseh nak gi keje lak eh..

Did my costing assigment and then went to Cafe 2 during Accounting lesson

we treat as if its like our DAD"S school g2 pasal tyme class Sadin jek kelua,

then gi beli makan sumer.. luckily our teacher is understanding sei..

Got my NYAA booklet from MRS Ang.. and i can start updating all my

involvement in that booklet.. haha..

Reach home around 6pm, watch Angel and Demon DVD, we brought ystt at JB..

Around 7.20 went bowling league at tanah merah.. against XTRAORDINARY..

quiet a powerful team..hmm...

i noe that i shouldnt be playing as i injured my knee, but im so SORIE! there is no

replacement for me and if i dont play our team will be forfeited..

Haizz!!! Dont be MAD at me kay..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

2009-06-02T23:41:00.016+07:00

Firstly it strike mIDnight and I received a call from SHANA..

she is the 1st person to wish me happy birthday... and im
surprised too..then followed by raihanah, amin, Hazz, leana, Adel
and many2 more.. tak sangka all this wishes were for me and
i am so happy that at least they remember me
THANX YOU ALL!!! REALLY APPRECIATE IT!!

Hey... today is my birthday...and i am 19 years old.. and i am getting older sei..

School starts at 8am and met shana at tamp.. she keep on calling me Birthday gal.. haha.. COSTING was my 1st lesson and we juz do our normal work till the last 2 hours of our lesson that is AA1, i was surprised that my class actually bought a cake to celebrate Chi Hua bdae together with me.. happy Sei.. We cut cake and sing Birthday songs too...

Reach hOMe at around 1 plus and celebrate with my family..

my DAd gave me a HANDGUARD while my mom gave me perfume and my

bro gave me wallet.. so sweet sei.. i really like their present..

After that we Siap2 then went JB to celebrate there and walk around also..
tak sangka bole jumpe Cik Zai lak.. kebetulan dier pegi URUT pat JB.. haha..
Bring her along and we went bowling at DAIMAN bOWl.. 1st time lage.. quite BIG

but so stuffy.. Air-con SUcks sei.. then got this MAt disturb me at there..

i juz buat bodoh jek..

After that its like 7pm and my dad drove us to PAN PACIFIC HOTEL

to have our dinner..WOW!! so Grand sei.kat HOtle lak tuu.. tak sangka..

Its a buffet and we can grab whatever we like..haha.. Ate tIll we are full..

.Here are some of the pictures..

PAN PACIFIC HOTEL

After Eating we headed to Petrol Station at SHell.. While pumping the oil,

this mat motor guy sempat kacau us coz the minyak tumpah da banyak sgt..

he said "SAyAng minyak nampak" den i turn.. ha keep on smilling jek..

I was like is he looking at me or WAD!!
My dad said to me tat "Sempat dier depan aku lage kacau anak aku"

''tak tau malu punye laki''...

i was like laughing and laughing jek all the way..

after tat we make our way to the KAstam and luckily it is clear and didnt JAm..

send my auntie back home and we reached home around 12plus..

Its the happiest day and also enjoyable day of my life..

THNX ALL!!

MoNdaY bLueZ

2009-06-01T16:43:00.003+07:00

Early mOrning i Received a msg saying tat there will be NO TOURISM class as

Miss Annie KoH is on medical Leave.. YAHOO!!! tkYa gi Class Page2 Kul 8am..

Can sleep a little longer for next class at 10am..

Meet Shana at 9.45am and we took 31 to school..
i noticed that every monday, students tend to feel so slack and sleepy after weekends..
went for COSTING and AA1 class at lecture threatre.. Masuk saner

, YA ALLAH Muke satu-satu mcm baru bgn tdo sei.. haha

WANNA WISH SHIMA AND AILEEN

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY.. 1 SATU MAKIN TUE SEI..HAIYO!!... nothing much actually,, juz hugg shima and at least i make her happy HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Finish school at 4pm today..terus alek umah...today is a very HOT day sei..
do you wanna noe something? malam went to fetch my dad from havelock street
and i seriously do not noe where isit.. i need to search for directory in order to get the place correctly.. went eating and headed home..

yesterday nite i got a shocking news.
i did expect it but i juz not to noe anything.. No matter wad, i will not ignore you and still treat you the same.. dun worry..slept around 2 plus last night..

StarTiNG aFrEsh

2009-06-01T13:12:00.001+07:00

Hi All...
Welcome to my BloG...

31/5/2009
Firstly i wAnna Say that This is my new blog and i juz update it after so long didnt update it anymore...:-)
Any1 can visit my blog..

tOdaY i Went fOr PERtapiS mEEtinG At HouGang KAK YAN hOuse.. it Started st 5.30pm and end at 9.30pm.. lamer sei..
Reach Around 3 pluS tHEn meet ShanA At hOugang aNd Headed to LibraRy to do SomE
reSearch abOut our TOURISM project..

30/5/2009
sAturDay Was my family dae as I spent my tiMe with
my family and My adQ sedare..
He caMe to My House And We sLack the Whole dae And Watch JGN TEGUR a freaking boring story. ader ker mayat boleh jalan depan rumah and tidur kat tilam lage.. So BULLSHit sei..
NAsib tk tgk kat Wayang!! kalau tk, menyumpah Sei hahah.

At NIGHt WenT ouT to hVE DinnEr at NEW HAWA reStaurant which is located near BUGIS there. pLan to go EXPo but tak jadi pasal da mlm sgt...
Eat Ban mIan and Cheese Fries..
Send My Dad TO Work and...
I DROVE hIm to werk and then we headed to bowling alley at ehub...
they bOwl 3 games with CIk SITI and AIDIL..
My Brother Menang TUA like his 1st game was 201 and 200..
Reached home around 3...
tRy to Kol but someone already sleeping...
my mind keep wondering whats the SOmETHiNG tat .. Wanna Say...
hahaha... Gud nIght..