wat a life

Hmm.. its been long since i last update my blog...
alot of things had happen in my life for the past few months,..

from happy to sad and miserable life too...

hmmm... firstly had a good news, that i found a full-time job that is the accounts administrator..
my workplace at selegie road near to doubhy ghaut mrt..
office hour....

recently i jus encounter a very difficult situatuion and i already lost some1 that i really love..
how can the person that u really love leave you just like tat coz of afraid of hurting mee..
but the thing that i dun understand is that why you have to leave me when
you really love me!!! is this fair for both of us???
oh god.. help me.. im really in misery right now... i just cant tink straight..
my head keep on tinking and tinking... just feel that i lost some1 precious...

mybe for him its the best for me as he didnt want to hurt me at all.. but by doing this,
he didnt realise that he is hurting me more...

please dun make me cry and sad anymore!1 i just NNEED YOU tO bE BY MY SIDE AND
MAKE ME HAPPY ALWAYS>..

where are the old u that always stay with me when im in trouble..

i just dun have sum1 that i can share my joy n problemz with...

haiz... just wish that he will return to me one day... hoping so much for that....

i just MISS U ALOT!!! hope that you noe how i really feel...

just hope that he will return to me one day...
at least he msg me or kol me i already appreciate that...

pls dun make me cry anymore!!
Love yOu lOts :(

just hope in future i can have you by my side always..

I would turn back time,
or give up everything I ever hoped for;
Just to have you here again...
I'd stomp on my favorite dream,
or even sell my soul,
simply to hear you speak to me..

HAniz

HAPPY V.DAE n CNY

hey...todae is valentine dae cum CNNY... wish all the chinese happy chinese new year..
but it seems that it is not that cheerful and blessful day for the chinese..
i can still see ppl playing fun bowl in the morning.. and mcm tk celebrate g2 pon sei..
wad a boring lifee..

then wen im at GIANT, i can still see chinese shopping and strolling there..
arent theey should be visiting??
hmm... no more tradition kot.!!!
btw i sae a family that wanna buy cadar ... wTH da CNY aru nk salin ker...

hahhahaha...

tadae is also V day...but cnt mit him as it is on Sun..

The only gift that i want is having u by my side is the wonderful gift..

but if an extra gift is given then it will be a token that i will
for sure appreciate it loads...
hmm... and i love a flowee with chocS on top with a bear in the middle..

WOHO!!!! NICE....

heheheh... going JB tomorrow... and Exams nearing...
Mcm mls nk blaja... too many activity sei...

haizz....still have to set aside all that first....

hmm... klah... will update again.. when im frree and have time..

thnx!! t.cr....

hey..today is our 7th monthsary and he wished me...
Hmm... Exams coming up next month and have to start preparing already.. Gonna graduate and find a job... Hopefully can go poly straight.. Gonna sign in the direct admission from ite on the 8th feb.. Hopefully my gpa will be 3 and above.. But currently was onlt 2.8...haizzz... Need to put in extra hard man...

Im juz sometime confused.. Y i have to be ego and behave tiz way..? M i too paranoid of losing him or juz dun wan bad tings to happen again..? Hmm... Trying myself to stay calm whateva it is and be like last time that i use to be.. Caring and loving.. And stop all this fighting and arguing commotions..
Like i always sae if theres a will theres a way..

Old daes...

hello reader..
its been long since i update it... hmmmm...

i juz miss those old daes and times that we had together..
those laughter and happiness that we share...
i juz wish i could turn back those times and be who we are now..

people changing from time to time...
alot have change since last time...
haizzz ... juz dunnoe wad to do... can i get back those happiness
and joy that we all share together?

i juz dunnoe suddenly my tears juz rolling from my eyes..haizzz...
i guess only god noes how much ive been suffering...
juz wanna be like last time again...
t.cr

life is miserable for me eventhough it looks fine when wit me.. I cant be afford to lose all my loved ones at one go.. It will be a great blow for me.. Y isit u juz dun bother anymore..?

hey, its been a long time since i didnt update tat much...
Hmm, now having my holidays and it left with 3 more months before i graduate... Juz dunnoe wer im heading next and wad to do... Juz wanna continue studies but at the same time i feel like working..? Wad should i do...
Nv mind this at the later part can decide..
Hmm... Juz came back from kota tinggi last thur, and it was rather fun, the water was damn cold that i shiver most of the time..haha..
the journey was like 1 hour from JB..

My injury is getting better coz i stop all my bowling training and activities unless theres tournament or so...
I wanted to join league but pertaining to my condition i better refrain myself from doing tha..

Hmmm.... Life is full of ups and down..
juz wish tat i could run away from all the miserable life..
juz hate it when tiz happen again..
the phobia and misery still left a mark inside me that i will
noeve forget.haizz.

wat a life...
hmm.. like i sae.. have to accept the fact of life that have to bear with it..

now in school doing my ACCPAC study...
long time didnt get to update my blogg.. no time for all this

upcoming events:
21Nov- Amazing Race NEBO
22Nov- Bowling tournament
27Nov- Hari Raya Korban
6 Dec- Aranda Bowling Tournament
13 Dec- Masjid Bowling Tournament
20 Dec- Pertapis Youth Bowling Tournament..

Do Give me Ur Full Support Aites...
t.cr will update again once im free..t.cr

BEen rather BZ tiz few daez with my activity and sch...
;like no time to spent wit frenz and family..
haizz,, pple keep complaining again and again..
haizz... hmmm...
been thinking wen will my life been complete with
people the 1 i love to be by my side and not finding fault with me
always.. haizzz...
hmm.. im in rather a difficult situation...
i juz dunnoe wad to do.. in the end i juz stood there SPEECHLESS..
and heLPLESS.. dunnoe Wad to do..
haizzz.. days passed and im still suffering in the darkness of me!!

hmm.... juz hope that those misery could end...

Todae supposingly sch end at 1pm but have to realise early at 11am
coz ader bowling training at S.T...
hmm met adi and afiq at tamp to eat our lunch 1st before heading to
ST...
Reach there at 1plus then we start training with my frenz..
i will be playing for the 1st team with esther, nurin and aina.. they
are good players too.. hmm.. will double up with esther tiz sat..
hmm, she support me alot..haha...

tiz sat have to be there at 8.30am.. siang sei and the roll off at 9am..

coonfirm penat sei..but muz do my bez to get high score..haha

hmm... kinda thinking alot tiz few daez and im so so so tired sei... mcm
nak pengsan sei.. im getting lack of sleep and tire myself out..
hmm...nk saket pon.. bdn rase mcm tk sedap sei...

gonna rest..
tc
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yesterday been having training for my POL-ITE tournament at Safra Tamp..
It starts at 1pm and i have to end my school early at 11 am and rush to ST..
had training or 4 hours rom 1pm-5pm..
so tiring...

went home and celebrate Dad's Birhtday.
19/10 was his bdae...
hmm, went to rassa Thai at bEdok reservoir to eat..
dad nowadays not well been having fever and tk baik2..
im worried of his health sei...
lpas 1 saket, satu sei... hmm.... juz have to endure it jek...


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