Y aRe guys so selfish?
HaIzzzzz!!

memoraBles

hmm...
as each day passed, my feelings for u getting
stronger.. i juz dunnoe wad makes me get more attracted
to u..
normally its very difficult for me
to have feelings for a guy..
hmm.. mybe its time to open my eyes big2...
its good if the guy luve the gal more then the other way round..
this is becooz the guy will surely take care of the gal...
but gals like to cheat on guy's back! y? y? y?
cant u juz appreciate that at least there's some1 loving u
each day instead of u finding a new guy..
u will end up losing everything...

haha.. wat a life man!!
klah juz got home with him..

kinda tired need to rest..

i will always assure u that if we are fated, we can be together..

Been Having and listening to pROblmz aftar problmz..
wad a life...
i juz pity him with his life....
juz wanna be there for him always...
to help him solve all his problmz and stuff..

Haizzz!!! PrObleMz aftA pRobLemz...
mybe its god fate to us... we have to accept it wit
sincere heart..
i juz feel sad after hearing wad had happened btwn them..
i juz wanted to help, but juz maybe its not the time yet..
im scared to ask him wah actually happen.. and dun wanna add on
pain to his wound if i keep asking wad actually happen..
juz let him settle his problemz 1st and later part then
i will ask him.. juz wish i was there to help him..
haizzz! thiz matter till police case summore.. iu tink im happy to
hear it isit? infact im really sad for him.. i juz feel myself very useless
as unable to help him with anything and only can listen to him..
im so sorry...
the only thing tat i could help is to cancel his RTL for this afternoon...
now its like 4.30 in the morning...
make an effort to take the lappy even though im sleepy and kinda
lazy..
muz be a good wife and help others.. who noes 1 day if i
nid his help..he would surely wanna help...

n
Now
juz hope that nothing is gonna happen and rmbr thiz even though
i may not be there wit u or at the scene, im always with u in any way..
dun tink that if im not there means im not with u, indeed im still
wit u wherever i go...

i tink i betta get some sleep as now is 04445 hrs..
later 1030 will be having my tournament at SAFrA YISHUN..
should i play? i feel like playing but at the same time im not confident
of winning last last 2 weeks..
hmm.. mybe to try my luck kot and dun tink of anything for
that moment in my mind..

klah gud nite.!! swit dreamz and t.c

had a fon call from my cuz and received a bad news

my uncle was admitted to hospital due to some diseases..

haiyo

he is in ICU at SGH.... he is in critical condition....

they allow any visitor to visit him coz of his condition..

i feel sad for him...

haizzz stay there till like 12plus.......

TraIning day

hey.. yestaerday my dad.. wanna train for his upcoming tournament
at ehub..

reach home from school at 7pm and then watch PBA all star soot out...
then after tat send my mom to her aerobic and then fetch my bro from
his training...
before going to ehub...
met epi and sani there.. haha.
they are getting better each day... haha.. so happy...
hmmm.. played 1 game 1st before go and fetch my mom
again...
my highest score was not to my expectations sei...
my lowest yesterday was like 129 jek...
bloddy hell...

reach home around 1am.....

today start sch at 10am..
had tourism classs and then went TM to eat at LJS...
ate wit shana...
had golden deal meal...
hmm... now in COSTING class.. n m so bored.. feel like
killing myself.. aaaahahha

Sat went out to Jalan Pisang as my mom wanna polish her Ball..
after that went to eat at Hajah Maimunah.... quite nice uh..
then cats were surrounding me as im the attraction for cats...hahahah..
hmmm... after that went to MEILING St to visit 1 of mty moms fren
she got cancer.. wa liao mude2 ade cancer..
haizzz... i feel that life is so short sei...
hmmm...
after that went to parkway parade to fetch my bro from his
speech day....
went to giant and shop while talking to him on the fon...
reach home aroud 10 and wat AFM 2009...
so boring unlike lat year...
haizzz....

Sun have tournament at MT faber..
But so sad i didnt win anything due to the stupid stomach
cramp that i encounter..haiz so sianzz!!!
vomitted at habourfront and have no appetite to eat at all sei..
slept in the car while waiting for them...
went back home and then sleep all the way..till nite...
mlm went out to eat dinner at kampong chai chee restaurant..
i ate porridge only...but still cant finish..

Now in class, juz arrivved...
didnt go the earlier class...quite lazy and no mood..
ACCOUNTING must study hard next week is my CA
haiyo!!!....

Hmmm.... exams after exams
pening sei kepale...
ni nati CCA ader tournament lage...
pertapis got events...
1 after another...
hmm... tat is wad life is all about....haiyo!!

SCH!!

thursday is rather boring and short day...
shana need to go work straight after school/...
i sometime juz wonder why they still wanna work even
when schooling?? not tiring isit???
hmm... its up to them uh...
costing we arrived late at around 8.45.. and our teacher called
us lost sheep
hahaha/....
dun believe she called us that....



juz wondering ard...
how do u know if that person really love u?
can i noe by looking at their expression or looks..
and also by the way they react to me??
but sometimes caring can means juz care as a fren too...
i also sometime confused over myself...
should i trust guys 100% with their words or
take step at a time....?
my pricip easy if u waant me then take it slowly.. no point
rushing.. u will end up regretting....

hmmm... going bowling at ehub later with family..
dad wanna train for his upcoming tournament...
he improving alot after brought a new ball..
but still he can do much better !!
i have FAITH in u dad!! u can do it....

on sunday had tiz jemputan at hougang CC
took some photos... and guest wad!the weddings like so
simple sei...
met jeanette and some of mom's fren...
i juz dunnoe wad to wear but end up wearing something casual
not that outstanding actually...
i drove there as my dad is werking...
hmmm... more confidence in driving.. hope that can master it sooner
or later..haha

been bz with school nowadays coz having test
here and there!! haiyo!!
one after another...tourism,costing and acc
guess wad! i pass my CA for costing..
i get 94% sei...wow!! tatz high sei...

no time to update sei..
actually theres some pic to update wen i went to
wedding wit my bro and mom at hougang CC...
quite fun.... hmm.. coz one day it might be my turn..haha

hmmm...i will update all those some other day...mybe today
or tomorrow and wen im freee too...

now in costing 2nd class at 03-09..
studying new topic. but its rather complicated sei..
muz catch up and understand the topic..
if not cia liat sei...

beeen spending time with him nowadays...
chit chat and joke ard..
happy always...
hope tiz will go on forever!!

kla..update later....

hey... calling all youth!!!
i need 30 people to help out in the voluntery work for
pertapis at joo chiat complex on the 1st august from 9am to 3pm..
if you guys are free to make it..
ur task is juz to do logistic and
crowd control...it is as simple as tat..
do nudge me kay...
at 94897309 - haniz

tiz few days down with flu and fever...
had been not feeling well recently...
body been rather weak and restless...
dhir asked to see doctor.. but i insist.. but end up
see doctor jgk.. muz listen to him.. its for my own good...
im lack of sleep and over stress myself recently..
haiyoo!!
need to sleep early tiz few days..
mus stop myself from going out and hang around anymore..
muz be at home more often...
tiz friday YC planning to have a small gathering at seoul garden..
hmm.. but it is rather expensive sei..
each person muz bring 31 bucks...
boom sei...
dala not werking,... hmm...
but i tink im still going with them...
they are so friendly,, i am rather confortable with
them around by my side...
thx!!!

SCHOOL

Hmholiday moodmm...
in SchOOl now.
juz the 1st day of school... and i still have
tiz holiday mood...
so lazy wanna do any work.. haiz like costing..
dun feel like doing the work also...haha...
now in AA1 class in computer room..
so i take the opportunity to surf the net and have
some surfing... i am juz lazy to start with my work.. mybe
tomorroow i will start study again...
thurs is my costing CA... need to study hard and dun wanna fail sei.
if not muz retake again..
haizzz.... wanna
chit-chat with my fren...
but shana didnt come to school..
kinda miss her seh...

MASTERS

TOday, we having masters tournament...


ZODIAC team was 3rd place for 2nd round...
and overall team was 7th position...

Friday.. is the day today!! another 3 more days..
before school reopen..
hmm...
haha..
more to catch up wen school reopen..
CA is coming up next thurs..
COSTING..
Neh mind, muz study hard..in order to get into poly..


juz now went bowling....
with adi, dennis, william, sidd, rifqi.. n many more!!
bowl a few games...
then headed hhome and fetch my mom..
to aerobic..

today..having my pertapis meeting at 6pm..
supposingly it is held at tthe HQ at Joo Chiat Complex..

buttt.... all turn up late seii...
i reach around 6 but wen i called firiman, he is still at somerset..
wad!!...
Zaki still sleeping sei... haiyo! cannot blame him, he juz came bck from
werk..
so meet at joo chiat coffee shop..

hmm... i juz lazy to type and juz summarize things up..


k gud nitez..