BEen rather BZ tiz few daez with my activity and sch...
;like no time to spent wit frenz and family..
haizz,, pple keep complaining again and again..
haizz... hmmm...
been thinking wen will my life been complete with
people the 1 i love to be by my side and not finding fault with me
always.. haizzz...
hmm.. im in rather a difficult situation...
i juz dunnoe wad to do.. in the end i juz stood there SPEECHLESS..
and heLPLESS.. dunnoe Wad to do..
haizzz.. days passed and im still suffering in the darkness of me!!

hmm.... juz hope that those misery could end...

Todae supposingly sch end at 1pm but have to realise early at 11am
coz ader bowling training at S.T...
hmm met adi and afiq at tamp to eat our lunch 1st before heading to
ST...
Reach there at 1plus then we start training with my frenz..
i will be playing for the 1st team with esther, nurin and aina.. they
are good players too.. hmm.. will double up with esther tiz sat..
hmm, she support me alot..haha...

tiz sat have to be there at 8.30am.. siang sei and the roll off at 9am..

coonfirm penat sei..but muz do my bez to get high score..haha

hmm... kinda thinking alot tiz few daez and im so so so tired sei... mcm
nak pengsan sei.. im getting lack of sleep and tire myself out..
hmm...nk saket pon.. bdn rase mcm tk sedap sei...

gonna rest..
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yesterday been having training for my POL-ITE tournament at Safra Tamp..
It starts at 1pm and i have to end my school early at 11 am and rush to ST..
had training or 4 hours rom 1pm-5pm..
so tiring...

went home and celebrate Dad's Birhtday.
19/10 was his bdae...
hmm, went to rassa Thai at bEdok reservoir to eat..
dad nowadays not well been having fever and tk baik2..
im worried of his health sei...
lpas 1 saket, satu sei... hmm.... juz have to endure it jek...


update lter,...bubye

TOURNAMENT

Juz finish my attachment recently...
and sch holiday is over..
i didnt get to enjoy myself coz during holiday i muz work.. haha so sianz..
now new term starts.. 6 more days to go..
on 14 oct, had inter school bowling tournament at SAFRA YISHUN.. hmm..
we won 1st and i won 2nd for individuals..
received 2 medals..
n guess wad! im selected to go for POLITE tournament tiz 24oct..
hmm.. its poly vs ite...
last year didnt win anything but this year will try to achieve something..
hmm...
been having training last fri, tiz mon, and wed...
body all start to ache again.. haha..
nv mind at least ive done sch proud..hehe

dOEs u deserve a 2nd chance?

hmm... been thinking alot tiz few daez..
n i juz dunnoe wad im suppose to do..
to leave u or continue wit u??
juz have tiz mixed feelings playing around my mind..
y u have to do tiz to me?? do i deserve all tiz?

NO! NO! nO!.
i deserve somthing more nice...
haizz...
been wondering should i give him a chance..
but it juz tat im totally heartbroken and my heart ache alot..
no 1 can feel tat way actually.. hmm.. whenever talk to him, i juz feel
that my heart is burning.. i tried to control it but it seems
didnt go away.. so pissed off.. i juz want u to understand me and respect me
tats all... can U!???

i juz need time to be heal and decide wat i should do..
like wad my frenz said, i have plenty of time to decide and
dont rush things coz scared that i might regret...
juz hope he will change for the better and will not repeat it over and over again..
i have enuf of all tiz, i cant continue on been deceiving all the time..
i cant be giving in anymore,.. u should noe how i feel...
i juz wanna say sorie if i were a change person.. but now i have to stand on my
own n speak up for myself..!
haizz... u will oe my result soon but juz dunnoe wen..
juz treat me nice and respect for who i are kays..

* juz bear thiz in mind, if u treat me nice
i will treat u nice.. so dun tink tat i dun have feelings..

once i made my decision already, no1 can turn and chg it..
so b4 u regret plz amend it well..
t.c

aFter so long then now i update my blog...
been having problems lately...
more likely, family, fren and relationship...
juz dunnoe wad to do to overcome this..
really stress and upset with ppl around me..
and most to most they dont really understand that im working!
cant they understandd me well? y they have to say all those unpleasant
words to me? did i do anything wrong till i deserve tiz?
ive been tolerating with this nonsense all tiz while
n now i really cant take it anymore..
my heart was totally broken into pieces and it is very difficult to
heal it..
juz dunnnoe whether u are really serious with me or not..
haizzz!!
now i juz intend to do was juz to leave me alone and dun
create any more probz i ve enuf of tiz..
enuf is enuf..
every body have their own limits... haizz!
for now u have to win my heart back uh! thats the onli solution