Hey..sorie for the long time no update..
been bz..
BTW to all muslims SELAMAT BERPUASE!!!
puase jgn tk puase ok!!

today went to school at 1pm due to the sickness and tiredness
that im not able to move my body to walk...
sleep till like 12.30 before going to school with shana...

juz learned that my life is so precious that i juz cant waste it
anyhow.. have to learnt from my mistakes..
hmm... wadeva promises that we have made have to bee fulfill
and be true to us..im sure we can lead a happy life...

yesterday been taking care of 2 sick ppl..
BF and Ila... I am becoming like a mother to them...make for her porridge and
keep her accompany all the way.. been checking on BF temperature
and monitor him here and then even though i myself feel my body weak..
im at least appreciate that they treat me as their own sista
..they even share with me problmz that they are encountering..
BF has adopt a kitten that is like 2 months only.. so small and cute sei..
juz wish i could bring it home.. haha..

having flu and fever.. its been like 3 days..
but yet i still fast as i am able to take it...
Hubby ask me not to fast but i told him as long as my body can take
it i still continue...klah.. now wanna rest
and then later going home...
t.c.. luv u lots!!

hmm... this few days life had been miserable to me..
many things happen in a glimse of light...
i have faced many problemz that are not supose to encounter..
N MY HP kena confiscate by my Mom...
wad a luck.. its like 1 week sumore..
its been hard to contact my BF and especially my BF...
been finding way each day.... haizzz.....
so any1 wanna contact me juz kol my house number k.. dun feel \
scared... juz kol...
fasting is nearing and i juz dun feel the mood to fast...
haizzz...

k wad i did for the weekends..
Sat had pertapis meeting at PHH with cik shahrin and members/..
dear sent me there and i was late.. they all like say ckp kul 1 sampai..
padahal2 haha... wad to do...
then the meeting ended at 4, after that went to changi village
to eat with ayah and family...
reach home around 8 plus...

Sunday, had U-BOWLING tournament at Jrg Superbowl..
check in at 9 and roll off at 9.30am.. we got lane 1 and 2.. haha.. but never
mind.. and the lane there suckZ man! so oily, bola tk masuk pon..
but i did manage to win something in 12th position...
my mom, dad n bro didnt win anything.. hahah..
the tournament ended around 2 then we rush to nenek house to
siap and go jemputan...

then around 3 we drove off to WLD CC for the wedding invitation..
nenek tagged along.. i wore a purple kebaye.. took some picz with them...
guess wad, the wedding is decorated like the olden days of javanese
style.. the food also more to the javanese style and there is no dessert or
anything.. only kek marble and banana jek.. haha..
but nv mind.. met with uncle azman and nora...
then ltr part kak mira and abg fadzley came too...
AND... they are getting married this OCt sei... im gonna be
her pengapit...

this is the 1st time of my life that this wedding is so romantic and wonderful.. the groom actually sang for the bride 1 song that he and his bro had create long time ago.. it was so touched,..in the end the bride drop a tear of joy.. AWW!! so touching..

YEAH!!! WENT OUT THE WHOLE DAY!!!

wOWOOWOWOWOO

Tag

Like wad is stated in the tag reply, it is stated that when guys want to
control girls, they will give reasons...
then if that the case, you can still control girls wad by your own way ..
its either the girl wanna listen to u or not...
and by tat u are already done ur job by controlling...
1 fine day, they will tend to listen to u.. and also listen to u..
so wats the hurry for,, it all takes time to make girls listen to u...
open up ur heart and u urself can only fine the answer to ur own
questions..

Hey...
tIz wweek i Feel that Time fly very fast.. right after national
day is monday and now it is already thursday..WOW!!
next week is the last week to enjoy and then after that
it is fasting month already.. muz prevent myself from eating and drinking..
and also cant hug2 all.. haizz.. all this must prevent...

Nv mind 1 month will fly very fast.. and the next thing u noe it is Raya
already..So dun worry..

Hmm.. exams is nearing and its like 2 more weeks!! WTH!!
muz start studying already..Wanna get good GPA.. for sure Hubby
will be very happy rite!!?? haha..
Especially must understand AA1 and memorise Tourism...
Hubb will surely ask me to study and wiill make sure i study too...
so can count on him..

juz now went NTUC to buy stuff for ayah and home..
after that headed to SPCA buttt unfortunaately, its closed
so we didnt have the chance to view cats there.. Hmm soo sad..
Reach home around 7 plus and ate KFC Zinger burger jek...

Missing u!!!

ConFesSionS

How will you feel if everytime we have plan to mit up bt
end up sleeping? Cnt he juz sleep early on the dya b4 we meet, but
instead still wanna go out...but ni bkn..
u always noe rite that i have limited time together and if can
wanna spend every sec and moments with u...
buttt.... haizzz!!! du u noe how sad i feel when it always ended
up like tiz...
but at a later part, im the one get scolded coz i didnt wake him up,
how to wake him up when he juz only sleep/..
its like 1 or 2 hrs and i expect him to wake up?
i have feeelings and i do care for him.. i juz pity him and mcm tk sampai
hati nk kacau org tgh tdo...
i will feel bad seii...
hmmm.... nv mind.. have to adapt with what hes doing now..

cant be getting angry at all times...

Love is when u have found some1 that can take care
and love u all ur live..
in love we also have to sacrifice for each other..
love have to be give and take with one another...

Been missing him really badly!!! been 3 days didnt meet him
due to my spending time with family.
last met him was like saturda morning... haizzz..
i juz dunnoe this feeling came that i really miss sum1..
mybe its coz we have been meeting everyday so we feel different
when we didnt meet..
Cant wait to MEET UP with HIm...
And coNtinue our long-long conversation!!!

Every moment spend last forever

The Grand Day of MarrIAge

Du i look Diiferent in wearing tudung?
my mom said i look more chubby and cute...
haha... which 1 du u prefer with tudung or without??
met Munirah at her shop and we chit chat for a while...
she was shocked that i came with wearing tudung.. she keep praising
me here and there.. make me blush sumore..haha...
its been quite sometime since i met her... she still the same old her.. hahax!!
Next, follow my mom to 1 of her fren's daughter wedding...
in mly is pernikahan.. the sanding will be next week...
it was held in the sultan mosque so great...
it went smoothly when suddenly her mom fainted out of tiredness..
the bride was panic and after a while she regain back her counsciousness..
thnx god she is all right...
hmm....

Juz hope that 1 day it maybe my turn to be in her place..

i will be overjoyed...

it will be different wen u have a life partner.. u have your own

responsibilty to take care offf...

next went to fetch daddy at Tamp int and then headed to Expo..

shop for a while then headed home....

talk otp and sleep late...

Sat, went Jb with Cuz and aunties... reach there at 4pm..

no heavy traffic...

met them there...

watch G.I JOE... hmm... quite interesting... i will give rating

3.5 out of 5... but i juz dun like the ending part...

there might be part 2 i guess...

Movie ended at 8 plus then headed pelangi to shop

some grocery and eat ice cream...

hmmm.... after that

went ot DANGA BAY.. to eat by the seaside and listen

to band... hmmm... bought poker and played with cuz...

reach home around 1 plus ...

Hey... been bz lately with Tourism project to be completed..

and finally it was like a big succeed sei...

we completed it and also present it well too... i was totally relieved..

thnx to Shana and Adil for motivate me till i end my task...

hmm... tues was presentation and luckily ANNIE didnt make any noise to

us... she juz sat there and listen to our presentation jek... WOOOO!!!..

Next tues onwards, i finish sch rather early like 10 in the morning..

haha...

yesterday, B, came down to my school and accompany me till my sch

end..

but instead got to noe that lesson cancel due to CA.. wa liao penat2 dtg

tkde class... nv mind, then waited for NIsah till 5pm and went to Tamp,

to meet Bibir..

Reach home around 7.15pm...

Today sch ended at 12pm and rush to SK to accompany him go Court..

at 1st we didnt want to follow but end up ikut jgk.. ayah suruh kiter teman

skali.. so we sat off to court...

send ayah then his son drove off to bugis and we ate there.. slack

till ard 6 then went back SK...

Reach SK , ready salam ayah and he send me back home by car..

hmmm.... the weather was hot sei... and we nearly met with an accident

tulah tk check blindspot lage.. haha...

Reach home early coz naik krete mah...

Btw he dedicate this song to me

part of the list - NEYO..

u muz listen its nice...

k t.c.. update ltr..

Why are Guys so Selfish??

now u are telling me that it lies on gals and should
listen to my own self?
how to listen to myself wen i cant even find answers that
had been wondering around all along...
guys should be more understanding as they should think
that gals too have feelings and emotions...
the more u understand, the more u will noe each others feelings..
so it also lies for both parties to understand each other...
so now U tell me should i juz give in when some1 didnt
give any interest and reaction towards what he had said for
that moment?
is it fair for me?
he has been enjoying outside life and simply forget about me..
n now he say that hes trying his best to be together again..
its been 7 months long yet dun tell me that u still wanna think and
give time? till wen???
U juz try to put urself into my shoes and tink it. wad would u do
if u are in the same situation as me? thousands of thoughts will be in ur head
... haiz... never mind..juz forget it... dun wanna dwell it again.. it has already past.
so my point of view is that YES GUYS ARE SELFISH!!!
they like to tink of themselves.. wen they encounter difficulties,
then they will start to regret...

now been very well with BF.. been helping him alot in probmz

Had been involved in the Pertapis Care and share Event at joo chiat
complex,..
guess Wad, mira was there too... haha, it had been quite sometime
since i last saw her.. kinda miss her too....
at last meet her agaian...
disturb her and chit chat with her..
the event went smoothly but at the earlier part, 1 of my fren
had breathing difficulties and had to be brought to hospital.. Man
followed him...
BF tagged along to the event and help out too...
im juz happy that he is willing to help others.. hmm..
the event ended at 2plus and we pack before eating our lunch..
Bdk2 B.B pertapis sempat kacau kiter sei, suroh uat kopi and teman
drg mkn mepek kan.. haha..
but too bad im attached already...
got home at 4 plus and slleep kinda tired..
nv follow them go lepak at town..sorie..

juz now got a sms from man asking me wether my BF is
sombong or he dun like to smile..
hmm
i ask y, Man say becoz when he smile at him, BF ignore him..
actually not, its juz that BF thought that Man was bz handling stuff..
hmmm... nv get a chance to talk also.. mybe next time they
can have a long talk...

klah gtg...
update later...